You can't really explain it. It's not even like death. It's...

You can't really explain it. It's not even like death. It's so much worse. It's so much more intense. Because you don't know. I don't know if she's being beat up. I don't know if she's being sexually molested. I don't know if she's hungry. I don't know if she's warm. You just can't describe it.