I tried--I swear I tried. But you didn't want to hear what I was saying, and I used that as an excuse to let it go on.
So I let her go, too. And I'm sorry.
If I had cared about her as I should have, as I thought I did, how could I have let her go?
... I didn't know whether to feel angry at her for making me part of her suicide or just to feel angry at myself for letting her go.