I don't know what idiocies drove me in those days, but they were naive, innocent idiocies in many ways.
I have been sitting watching that ever since I came back, the continuous variations of light and shadow.
I expected to be shot at any moment and if they had done I would have understood, that they couldn't take risks with someone foolhardy or so unpredictable.
I was reminding them of their lives and I think that was why it was read so much, but this was quite unintentional and unpredictable.
I remember trying to impress her by writing an essay about the Rocky Mountains and the bears and it was the first bad review I ever had - shameful!