I'm self-deprecating, but I'm an artist, too. I have to write new songs to chronicle stuff for myself. I write a song like 'Middle Age' or 'Responsibility' or 'I Just Work Here,' and it's about how bleak life can be. But it's real.
For as long as I'm able to write songs and sing them, it's just about making them ones I feel proud to sing again and again.
I have a knack for writing tribute songs for people who will never know about them.
The challenge remains the songwriting, and just trying to continue with songs you feel you can sing every night, and to keep the quality of songs up.
It's not like making records is terrible. Still, I do find the writing of the songs and the live shows to be the things that give you the most clear picture of what it's all about.